"Honor Me" – A poem inspired by Supervert's Necrophilia Variations (and a bit by Hannibal)

Kiss me, my dear 

Kiss my cold lips 

Make them look alive

As I lay there quiet

Kiss my bruises, 

my scars, 

my pale exposed flesh

Be my guest 

I welcome you as a lover, 

as a savior 

Leave your mark on me, dear 

Be the gentle grim reaper I need

Go on, suck the life out of me 

Kiss me as softly 

as Death itself would 

Love me as much 

as Death itself would 

Dare yourself, dear 

Love me for the last time

And for the rest of your life

Be the one to honor my remains 

Make me eternal

Then feast on my flesh 

And even make good use of my bones 

For that I shall be grateful

And even if you don’t want to

Then feed me to the stray cats and dogs 

Or to the starving mourning kids 

and the funny poor gentlemen

on the streets

Don’t let them put me to sleep 

On those sheets made of mud and dirt 

They disgust me 

And they shall probably disgust you

And I cannot allow it, my dear

Promise me 

You’ll get me out 

You’ll make me comfortable 

For I shall rest in peace

You can even take your vengeance 

for those times I made you mad 

You can beat me, 

You should know I won’t fight back 

I deserve it 

I want the punishment

You can cut me into pieces 

Bit by bit

Make little souvenirs out of me

You can sell me on a black market

Or even trade me for something you want 

you can make stuff out of my bones 

(even though they’re so fragile)

You can make me useful, dear

Like I never was

You can make money out of me 

You can sell my body to sick perverts

But you can love me forever, too 

you can keep a piece of me with you

Make jewelry out of my teeth 

To remind you when I used to 

bite your neck

and your bottom lip 

with those sharpless things

My nails on the other hand 

were sharp like knives 

and they will keep growing, my dear

You can paint them as you wish 

with colors I always hated 

I’m merely a slave on your hands now 

and I enjoy it

The only sad thing 

I can’t beg 

I can’t tell you how well you’re doing 

You became such a good sadist

I wish you could see 

How wet I’d get 

if you’d touch me like that

while I was still alive, dear

At this point 

I wish my flesh wasn’t 

perishing

and I myself weren’t 

rotting 

and disappearing 

slowly

Darling, if you are to feast on my flesh 

or feed me to the dogs 

then do it so, dear 

this flesh is hideously weak

Drink up my blood 

and my fluids 

Devour my flesh, 

eat it

Break my bones

with your bare hands 

arm yourself with them

Make dangerous weapons

out of my bones

Make me needed 

make me useful

Need me 

Let me please you, dear 

even if I’m not there 

to enjoy it

Do it so for me

When I’m gone

I shall give you this

with my signature

Our bodies shall unite as one

Leave your traces all over me,

My dear, my sweetest lover

Cut me here,

there,

everywhere you wish

Paint your walls 

with my blood,

Carve your name 

into my skin

Feast on my flesh,

Throw a party 

introduce me as a banquet

Turn my bones into dust

sniff them, 

let me swim through your blood

and make a living

right inside your brain

I want to live inside of you, dear

I want to be forever

I want to be eternal

Eternize me

Honor me.